The loss of MegaUpload is a pretty freaking big deal. I'm shocked. I wonder if paid members just lose their money or what?

I'm kind of scared of what's next to disappear :/

I just finished Nankyoku Tairiku, and it was definitely one of the best dramas I've ever seen. I cried so much though, especially during the last episode :(

Yamapi reallyyyy needs to cut his hair. -___-

Speaking of Yamapi, I'm thinking about going to Jin's concert. Now that I live in Jersey, I could totally go to the one in New York as long as I have that day off. However, I don't have anyone to go with out there T_T I could fly over to LA as long as I have at least 2 days off, but I'm not sure if it's worth all the effort. I guess I'll wait to see how much it costs before I decide.

I also want to see Darren Criss in How to Succeed in Business Without Really Trying. It's just a 30-40 minute train ride into NYC, so certainly doable, but it'll be a little pricey and I don't know who would want to go with me to that either. bah

In other news, I'm trying to work out more often so I won't gain weight. They say it's very easy for flight attendants to gain weight when just starting out. ack

Oh, and I'm totally into 2NE1 now. hahah

Oops, I never replied to the comments from my last entry.

Just a "quick" update (my updates are never quick -___-)

• I feel kind of lonely this weekend lololololol. Do you remember my friend E whom I met last year when I was in New York? Well, we're still talking. In fact, we talked every day (mostly gtalk, sometimes phone) for the last two weeks. This weekend he's in Canada for a wedding, so no communication lol. So it feels weird to not be talking but it's so stupid to feel weird about it.
• I still like him. Yeah. When we talk on the phone we go for like two hours. I don't even know what we talk about - no actually, we often talk about sex. lol.
• Man, speaking of sex, I still haven't done anything since making out with that one dude. It feels so long ago, too. I need to get out and do more shit, haha.
• Anyway, this dude...ehhh. I like him a lot and he likes me too, but things are just messy because of the distance. Even if we can visit each other in the future, actually dating is impossible unless we live closer to each other. To be completely honest, I want the chance to date him, but I don't know if it will come. Our attitude is just "keep your options open," but...blah.
• I need to go out on an actual date. There are no candidates :(
• There are just a few more weeks of school!! ahhhh! I often get bored and look for ways to waste time, but that is totally unnecessary because I have a ton of stuff to do to keep up in school. Still working on pushing out these 35-50 pages for my thesis. (Obviously mine will be closer to 35. lol)
• I'm going to Atlanta tomorrow for an interview on Monday morning! Yay for $40 hotel with free internet and free breakfast :) I hope this one works out. It's with ExpressJet, which is a regional carrier, but it sounds like a great opportunity.

Time to get back to work! :)

Oh yeah, funny story: yesterday was my mom's birthday. and sometime in the evening I was like "oh I should call. I'll do it later" and then I forgot about it until 1am last night. So I call and my mom's like "wow really? you fail." hahah. So we just talk about whatever (my sister for a full scholarship to SDSU, woo) and then before we hang up, my mom is like "oh by the way. Happy birthday. to me."

WTF mom lolololololol. I was like "....WTF happy birthday mom" hahahaha :)

Things I've been up to lately:

• UCLA student government elections are this week. I never thought I'd be campaigning because I'm usually quite distant from politics, but VSU is very involved and we have a candidate in the race, so I've been flyering every day trying to get people to vote for him and for our slate. Campaigning is super hard. There are all these emergency meetings and I can't even handle it because I'm not very emotionally strong. I've been super moody this week so it's hard for me to handle all of this. Some girl in one of my classes said that she wasn't going to vote because she feels disconnected from the school and hates UCLA. Basically I don't ever want to be friends with her now, haha. That dumb bitch. /hater
• living the high life at the Los Angeles Asian Pacific Film Festival. So let's say there's an event you want to go to, but you don't have money...what do you do? Well, I try to volunteer at such events so I can get in for free! So I've been volunteering at the LAAPFF, and I've gotten to kick it at the Opening Night gala (after eating excellent leftover VIP reception food, I got free dessert and free ketel one drinks), got to see Saigon Electric (Vietnamese dance movie that I wanted to see), and got to kick it at the Angry Asian Man 10th Anniversary Party! The party was super tight, I was basically partying with Wong Fu, kevjumba, Victor Kim, Paul Dateh, Chris Dinh, Ryan Kim, Viet Nguyen, and a bunch of other cool people :) Plus free soju all night ahahhahaha. Thursday I'm going to work the awards ceremony and then kick it again, but at the closing night gala. what what~ the only bad thing is that I totally missed seeing Harry Shum Jr. :(
• oh yeah, I met a guy at the film festival...I guess I'll tell the story lol.
  

  So I'm volunteering at the VIP reception on opening night, and there's this dude working with me and I'm totally getting signals from him. He's a babyfaced, Chinese American 26-year-old with a really small build lol. Anyway so I'm pretty sure that I'm his type, but then he stops talking to me. Like, he approaches me less and then sometimes when we're talking he just. walks away. what the heck? So at the end of the night, I tell him, "I was pretty sure I was your type, but I guess I was overconfident..." and he says, "why do you think you're not my type?"

  ...

  and yet, NOTHING happens. I was sooo sure he'd ask for my number, but no. I actually ended up exchanging numbers with - get this - his identical twin brother.

  WTFFFFF. my life. anyway I've seen both of the brothers since then. The first one has since let me know that I am beautiful, the the second one has told me that he was attracted to me when we first talked. (me: we only talked for like five minutes... him: weird, right?) Of course the funny thing is, neither of them should be my type -___-
• SCHOOL. There are only like 5.5 weeks until the quarter ends!!! I'm really behind on my senior thesis >< so I'm going to work on that right now. Posting always takes me a really long time ><